Why

 

Being,  I have a one track mind, always thinking of MS. At least, I get accused of that. 

 

I have never questioned "why me". There are much smarter people trying to figure that out. The big "why" question is pondered by many MS patients.

 

I define  "WHY" as, the sum of someone's actions or in-actions. That's why any thing happens the way it does. Sorry, to be so eggheaded.

 

Although, being accused of constantly thinking about it, only motivates me to learn more and more about what controls most of my day-to-day living and inactivities. Reading and re-searching about anything having to do with MS is a "full time job". At least, thats my story, and I'm sticking with that!! I get paid by goverment, for now(or I get some of my own earned money back). 

 

So much for hard work ?  Unfortunately. my college education and years of experiece mean shit, with no chance for promotion or advancement to make more money for the goverment.

 

On another note, the political situation in the U.S. is getting more humorous.  I DON'T CARE!! Maybe, that's what MS does? 

 

Now, I know why our goverment will never push or endorse a meanningful direction to treat MS. Wonder why everyone is  going sonewhere else to get treatment. I thought we pay taxes for politicians to help us, not to make things more difficult. They would rather pay people not to work, and be sick and dependant on others?

 

Will the the goverment ever "put up, or shut up"  or will that expose them for thier true motivations?

 

It's getting cold. Time for my new quilt and a nap.