"It's always something"

 

A quote from a Gilda Radner on SNL is always germaine to life's experiences. If it wasn't. where would we be?

 

Like my sister, we  began to experience the "somethings" at early ages. Or at least earlier than most. She went away to college and I was sent packing, both in our teens. It didn't kill us, but we learned to deal with the "always somethings", or just better accept them. At leat until MS hit...Maybe I accept it better than I normaly had.  I doubt it.

 

As I sit pondering and questioning the fact that I am headed for bad things and not a damn thing can be done, but maybe slow down the pace of the decline. i keep thinking, its got to subside, but it just suprises me each day. I used to like suprises.

 

One thing I have gotten from this is becoming more aware of other people's issues. Feeling sorry, when something bad happens. and jealousy. when wishing I could do that again. Is that bad?   "It's always something".

 

Remembering all of the day to day crap my grandparents and parents went though was inconsenquentail to me at the time, but now I see how big of a deal it really was. They used to say "It;s always something" when an unexpected event occured. That was thier way of accepting it?

 

Time to get dressed and start the day and see what suprises I have in store today.  It's always something